September 30, 2008
Screaming at the universe in general
Does someone have a magic pill or something that will make my cat all better? Because I’m getting really tired of worrying and seeing her in pain, and I’d really like to be able to stop crying and get some sleep tonight.
No, the talk with the vet did not go well today.
No, it looks like we need to prepare for the worst.
No, she’s not getting better.
No, I don’t want to talk about it. I don’t want sympathy. I don’t want to hear about how “it’s the right thing to do”, because, dammit, I don’t want to do it. I don’t want to hear about how I’ll see her again someday, because I don’t believe that little piece of fiction, and anyone who knows anything about me at all just knows that sort of talk will just piss me off.
I just want her to be better. But that? Ain’t gonna happen. All this modern medicine, and there’s nothing they can do.
Liz said,
October 1, 2008 at 6:13 am
Bugger and fuck. Thinking of you. x
Yummy Sushi Pajamas said,
October 1, 2008 at 7:18 am
Well… crap. That SUCKS! SUCKS!!!! I say you buy yourself a nice bottle of wine, get the kitty nice and high on some good quality catnip, and get some serious cuddle time in.
As usual, here if you need me.
Erin said,
October 1, 2008 at 9:09 am
The universe does really suck sometimes. I totally agree with Yummy’s advice.
Andrea said,
October 2, 2008 at 12:58 pm
I would never say any of those things to anyone in this position as I don’t want to hear them once I am! It sucks and I’m sorry. So very sorry.